Feels great to know that my hard work all these years paid off.. I got compliments from others... It's not the first, but I feel it's the most genuine. Those hours of commitment.. were totally worth it. One of the best feeling ever. Too bad it didnt last long.
I've found myself. My old self. I am what I was 5 years ago. Me. No more restriction, boundaries, eyes. I'm free. :D I got a feeling this wouldnt last long either. There'll be a point where I cross a line have to take steps back again, and it's definitely not enjoyable.
Life is too comfortable for me. Whenever I say or think this, something bad usually happens that day itself. I keep thinking of how fortunate I am. How everything always falls into place for me, regardless of effort or situation. It just does. I always think that life is unfair. Life sides me. Even when I'm down and out, I know there are others who had to face worst scenarios endlessly, in terms of relationship, fianance, academic, psychological and whatnot.
Recently I've developed an interest towards music and sports. Music inspires. Sport create spirit.
Posted by MrZenic at 5:33 AM
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Wah.. the guys in my sis's school are talking about me in GunZ. I cant believe that my reputation still lives on as a veteran. Feels good to know that there are people who still acknowledge/recognise for whatever I've done.
Peace =D
Posted by MrZenic at 4:29 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
LINE Camp
Got myself into Planning Committee(PC) for the camp. Games N.E – Secondary. My team is in charge of the Line Amazing Race which is for campers from secondary schools. It’s the first time in many years that an outdoor race was organized. Being only planning/preparing for a small part of the camp, there’s a lack of ownership for the camp as compared to other Comms like Song Cheer Dance Committee (SCDC). The stress kicked in before the actual camp. After that, most of the time we were busy guiding and practicing our mass and games briefing. Logistics for games also took a while to prepare. Admin wise, many documents had to go through rigorous checking to further improve and rectify any problems. My team is good bunch. Overall everyone contributed significantly despite certain issues we have to deal with. Working with them is a pleasure. I hope wasn’t a distraction or offensive to anyone in the course of entertaining others. Everyone’s different in his or her style of working which is a cool thing to observe closely. Unfortunately, we didn’t get to work with the I.E and NE – Primary much. There are people whom I really would have to worked with but wasn’t given the chance to. Nelly and Hui Ming are kewl hehe =P. They’re really nice peeps. Our teacher IC, KG is such a fun loving guy. Hardly stressed or scolded us. He’s so different from when I used to know him in terms of capabilities. I guess he’s given more opportunities in JJ as compared to his previous school.
It’s such a pity that I didn’t get to know not even one camper. As compared to the facilitators, my team didn’t get to have as much fun cheering, dancing, singing and getting to know the campers well. Seeing the campers having fun and getting positive feedback is definitely incomparable to the direct interaction the facilitators got. Oh ya, primary school campers were so cuutee ;D. Other than preparing for the race, my committee was helping mostly the Food Attaches, Logistics Comm and SCDC. There were many things that I learnt through observation that I can’t put into words. Disappointed I wasn’t much of help during the debriefing part of the race that could have reduced the pressure greatly from the rest of my mates.
Cabinet / House / None? Most probably house.
Posted by MrZenic at 7:16 AM
Saturday, February 6, 2010
JJC Orientation
Despite it being over-hyped about, it's certainly not a bad camp. The games and cheers were common like in other camps. The mass dance and sing along sessions were new, at least to me. It's obvious that much effort has been put in planning and running the camp especially with about 900 campers. The deco team did a SPECTACULAR JOB. Budget must be super damn high. Admin work must have been real tough. I think its funny when the medics ask you to pay for the bandages when you get injured, lolz. Anyways, I belong in an awesome OG/Class. Cool peepz. Managed to get along with all of them well. The enthu korean girls, quiet-cute indonesian girls, mafia boy, cute-voice boy, myanmar guy, indonesian pandei, funny josh, contagious-laughterer shahid, nonsense-boi robert, quiet-macho-boi darren +++
OGL Win. Good guy and all. Quiet yet can be enthu and always putting on a straight face. Great leader. OGL Willy on the other hand was more like a good friend. Funny, understanding and he was easily amused. Dint get to know OGL S much coz she wasnt with us most of the time. OGL Shi Shin reminds me of Joel/Joey from my primary school. But he's just a bit 'soft' ;D.
Posted by MrZenic at 5:14 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Woots! Got myself 6As!! Very happy with the results. Dint expect it to be this good. How did I get myself a B3 for AM? It's unfair! My AM standard is not even close to ppl like Eugene and he, too got a B3. Feels good to get an A1 for humans! Luck played an important part... The schools' students who focused on Venice only managed to push us up, thus making this a great oppurtunity to get as high as possible. Even with my relatively good grades, I'm not able to get into the Subj Combin I want. So far, I'm still currently last in 6A. Keeps make me wanna do better and win em all.. grrahh. I'll most prob go to JJC, taking the SM04 combination. I too am scared of GP. I don't read. =(
Had fun gng out these few weeks. Gymin', Swimmin', Eatin', Shoppin', Slackin'. It's been... say 2 weeks since I started Stronglifts 5x5 and Forexin'. Met old friends like Ridhwan, Kavin n Francis. Last I saw em' was in Sec 1 Council Camp. Best camp eva!! Getting myself injured alot during the holidays.. I'ma spend summore money before school starts hehe.
Good luck to all Graduates!
Posted by MrZenic at 6:08 AM
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Countdown Night
Went our with family to Masjid Sultan there. Got our lunch at Zam Zam I think. Did some shopping. Got myself 2 shirts. Windowshopped for watches. May get mine at Burlington Square soon ;D. Parents bought a cooking set for my aunt. Headed for City Hall to meet Norman. Indian gang was with him. Suren, Aravin, Surya, Kavin and Sathia. Kavin looks the same as he did 3 years ago. Im taller than him now tehee. His hair was GI hehehe. Dint manage to catch up much as Suren was busy trying to get a girl's number. We were at a ballroom. It was some company's 84th aniversary. Took a long time to get the girl out. When she did, Suren left his number on the piano, and walked away. The girl took it. Mission accomplished.
Went for coutdown at around 1130pm. Was freakin' crowded. Pushing through the crowd is serious business. We were agaisnt the flow >:(. Manage to get a good view of the fireworks despite losing Aravin and Sathia =.=. LIA. Met Kenneth, Wk, Jk. Tried to meet up with the rest at Marina Sq but almost every possible path were blocked. We ended up meeting in the MRT. Some of us wanted to have supper/breakfast, so we went to PM accompany em'. Fairly tiring day ;D
Had BBQ+Bdae party ytd. Damn tiring. Cooking and eating for 3 hours straight.
Posted by MrZenic at 11:00 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Firt time working. Was hired as a garbage recycling/dismetal/separating person. Hard, dirty, repetitive work. Located at Gul somewhere near Tuas. Pay was good and the workers there were great. Most are in their 40s-50s and mainly speak hokkien. English is not even used in the canteen. 'How useful'. I and jl were offered ciggaretes almost everyday. The workers would smoke like non-stop for the whole day. Lunch and tea-break were like 'Playing cards'/'Xiang Qi' time. Supervisor is hilarious. Dont wanana say much. Overall it was a good job, but i had to give it up.. had to make some sacrifices... feelin' guilty..
